kematian double

p/s jejaka tampan no 3 tiada di dalam gamba..uuuuuuhhhhhhhhhh

hi si cantik

it is so good to hear your voice
among the noise
you were so poise
you are my toys

it was so painful the things that you said
love hate love and hate
this is just another phase
on the amazing heart race

i will always compare
as im obsessed with the affair
but you will never stop me
you dont even know what you want to see

i love you for you and you
nothing else matters
my baby eyes blue..♥

you better watch out

do ever know about a dreams wrecker? dream wrecker; person or group of people, or situation, condition, things..that wreck whatever you are dreaming about now. dreams here means, your vision, ambitions, goal of your life. these oh whatever can cause you to abort your dream, forget about it, stops you from achieving them.

have you encounter them?these dream wrecker?

should

im might've been writing aimlessly nowadays. projecting my feelings and thoughts in my photo-poetry. i just hope that everyone's happy.

the enjoyment of not knowing is amazing. you can act like you dont bloody hell cares about anything. ive turn out into someone who believes that there no 'should' in this world.u select the things that you want to know. you choose the things that you feed in your body, mind and soul. you determine your own life.

so not knowing become one of the incompetencies to be seen in working people especially in this organisation. you should know this, know that, know more! you should get to know. care. even if you have to act. if you dont want your ass to be stucked. if you dont know, you are stupid, incompetent, should be fired. IRRESPONSIBLE.is it?

i grew up with should. surrounded by regulations, strict dependency. 'should' just in everywhere. ive learnt that 'should' always brings me down. but there's a person who changed totally my beliefs. that 'should' is just a phrase. 'should' just doesnt exist if you have choices. and its not that bad if i dont do the 'should'.

maybe i 'should' stop rumbling here...gudnait :)

left undone

i plead the moon when it shines the sky at night

i chase the sun when it brights

for you i give my dignity

to uphold and win the heart of the city

i wish i could fly among the clouds

could dive to the bottom of the sea

when you give me that smile

and the red on my cheeks

i repeat thrice for you to hear

when i call you name

please immediately be near

how deep is your love

do you ever cry in the water

weeping hard

killing your soul

feeling the saddest sad

i cry in the water
i want to
the silence
the depth

im in the water
and nobody could see my tears..



300110
bus to kota bharu

vanilla twilight

model : zarit

ive tried to send him this message

"saya bukan berleter. stop thinking ia adalah satu perleteran"

my english suck, my BM apa ntah. but its just one line.

i dont understand. we both got jobs to do. we both are tired, really tired that night. after a long working day. maybe the hormones. or the bed seems way far more better than anything else in the world. but both got different wants and needs to. where it doesnt compliment at all sometimes. how freak.

but we all gonna get tired of this one day. pushing and pulling. but get nothing in the end. just more and more responsibilities and pressures to keep up with things. what does that call? minimalist? is better?

now, do you see why he ditches you? the reason is - himself. the well engineered self centered human created by God.

so, do you still wait for the attention to come? why are we are the ones who have to wait,again? where is our rational brain that time? fcuk that.

we are just normal human!!!! can we just be ourselves???

i just wanna be happy..

she said.